You deserve to know peace, joy, and love. It’s possible you:
- Are grieving a child, a marriage, your health, your safety, or the faith that once held you.
- Have carried shame or self-hatred for so long that it feels more like a fact than a wound.
- Are a veteran carrying memories and moral injuries the people around you cannot see.
- Are trying to leave an abusive relationship while wondering how you will afford to live.
This may be a weight you don’t know how to put down.
Or you may not think of yourself as someone who needs healing at all.
You may simply feel there must be more to your relationship with God. Either way, you're in the right place.
Praise for the song prayers
Before the study, I was doing great. Did I have a clue there was still this huge hole? I thought I'm good. I'm fine. I'm okay with myself. I've done all this inner healing work. It's like you can do all these things and you still have this void. You're full of love. It's not that I wasn't filled with love or filled with God's love. It's that I wasn't filled with the intimacy of the love God offers. I wasn't seeking that in Him. And through the music...I now see God differently. I think prior to all this, I saw God as a father, a wise counselor, as the healer, the redeemer, but I did not see Him as a love relationship and intimate partner....there was a paradigm shift.
Choose your path:
For Healing
For those carrying grief, trauma, abuse, self-hatred, loss, life circumstances or questions that tidy “spiritual” answers don’t touch.
Going Deeper
For those attending church, reading the Bible and doing all the expected things while still feeling the quiet pull toward something more.
For Professionals
For chaplains, professionals, faith leaders, researchers, and organizations looking for thoughtful resources to support the people they serve.
For more than twenty years, I have created over 30 song-prayer albums with the same group of musicians. My doctoral research studied how this listening and reflection practice affected women over a 30-day period.
I also bring 45 years of experience in financial planning, including four years as the Northern California Financial Coach for Veterans.
My work brings together music, writing, guided journals, scholarship, spiritual practice, advocacy, and practical financial education.
These parts belong together because human beings do not live in separate boxes. What happens in your heart can affect your relationships, your choices, your health, your money, and the way you see your future.
The goal is not to hand you another answer. It is to offer you a place to pause, listen, and begin recognizing what is true for you.
You Don't Have to Keep Carrying This the Same Way
You can keep attending church, going to Bible study, reading more and trying harder, and the thing you're carrying can stay exactly where it is, untouched. Or you can keep pushing down that quiet feeling that there has to be more than this.
Pain doesn't make you bad at your faith. Neither do your questions. What actually causes damage is letting pain you've never looked at, beliefs that were never true, and disappointment with God quietly decide how you see yourself, how you see other people, how you see Him, and what you believe your future can hold.
You deserve an honest place to start. Not another formula or a pretend answer or pressure to say you're fine when you're not. Just somewhere to pause, a different way of seeing it, and a next step you can actually take.
That’s what you’ll find here.
Ways to Begin
Song-Prayer Albums
Over 30 albums available on CD, as digital downloads, and through major streaming services. These songs are created to be listened to with attention, not merely played in the background.
Books
Including Learning to Love, Not Loathe Me, Elizabeth’s story of how God used music in her own healing and how learning to love well required her to recognize abuse and come out from under it.
Guided Journals
Companions to a 30 day listening focus to the albums. There is space to write, draw, question, and notice what begins to surface.
Articles and Podcasts
This is where you can explore shorter reflections on healing, faith, human flourishing, loving well, financial stability, injustice, and living with purpose.
Financial Mentorship Resources
Drawing on 45 years of experience in financial services, Elizabeth shares articles, tools, and practical insights to help you better understand your choices and strengthen your financial path
Ways to Begin
Song-Prayer Albums
Over 30 albums available on CD, as digital downloads, and through major streaming services. These songs are created to be listened to with attention, not merely played in the background.
Books
Including Learning to Love, Not Loathe Me, Elizabeth’s story of how God used music in her own healing and how learning to love well required her to recognize abuse and come out from under it.
Guided Journals
Companions to a 30 day listening focus to the albums. There is space to write, draw, question, and notice what begins to surface.
Articles and Podcasts
This is where you can explore shorter reflections on healing, faith, human flourishing, loving well, financial stability, injustice, and living with purpose.
Financial Mentorship Resources
Drawing on 45 years of experience in financial services, Elizabeth shares articles, tools, and practical insights to help you better understand your choices and strengthen your financial path
What Happens Through Daily Listening
God is more present to me every day. I don't know when it started. It didn't start right away, but as time went by, it was just like how His presence became more real. How my body felt when I was listening to the songs was like you're running uphill or something, and you're striving, and then you you listen to the music and you go ah, and you feel your body relaxing from the top of the head all the way down to the bottom of your feet, and you just get in. It's like being a cocoon: peacefulness, thankfulness, love.